* Saturday, July 31, 2004*

to those who for some reason is still reading tis..
a warning : its gonna be a long entry of kb-ing..
juz feel like i need to get tinks out of my mind..
so if YOU are juz browsing or looking ard..
or dun hav e patience or interest to read all tis nonsense..
my advice : try someone else's blog..

so here goes...

felt so stupid today...
tuition was cancelled again..
wats new..
its two weeks alreadi..
anw..dint reali haf a gud day..
felt quite moody..
made sandwiches for cg girls..
was quite late..
then forgot to bring stuff so gotta run back..
unfortunately e bus happily went past..
dint wanna miss worship..
so took a cab down to church..
then happened to be super early..
cuz of e smooth traffic..
however..got reprimanded by a certain someone..
tht spoiled my day...
felt much better aft "kb-ing" abt it..
wanted to go out for dinner..
but cuz of some reasons ..
no one is available to go wif me..
took bus bac wid hy..
reached paya lebar..
decided to visit a fren..
but realised i stopped to early..
figured since i had so much time..
decided to walk...
little did i realise it was a gud FIVE stops down!!!
felt like a big IDiot!
was still pretty early when i got dere..
waited for almost an hr for my fren to get home..
had i known i'd hav gone straight home..
totally wasted my time..
mabbe slp for a few hrs or so..
mabbe im pms-ing or sth..
it juz irritates me wheneva tinks work e wrong way for me..

havnt been able to discipline myself to study...
feel as if my mind is constantly weighed down by sth..
duno howta put in words wat i mean..
but i guess e main reason is tht...
dere are too many tinks running thru my mind..
so many countless things boggling my lil brain..
almost too much to take..

i hope to somehow get out of tis "self-pitying-constantly-complaining" mode..
but i duno how to..
guess i need to get it off my chest...
all e grievances..
well at least aft all tis "noise-making-racket"
i feel much better...
~tas

Tas_anne @ Saturday, July 31, 2004